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Lock the Doors
Lock the doors
Lock them well,
Hide my fear,
Hide it well.
Theres
a storm coming...
So lock the lie,
For all my fears I sow
Have come for me to reap them.
And I know you repent
me.
Remind me of my past sins.
As if I'm dead...
The sea serpents wrap around me,
And tighten they do-
Squeeze
me until I do not breathe...
I feel my life slip away.
Until I wake up from
My horrible nightmares...
Outside
my boundaries
Lays something dark,
My fears make me
Question all I am..
Am I real,
Or am I but a dream...
Stalker
I hide away from you...
I bleed all alone because of you......
If
only I could run,
But your are the cage,
And I am the beast.
I would escape
But you lock me
Deep within myself.
I
can't walk out,
For you would drown me.
I would fall,
And you would pull me under.
You are the water,
And the
water is above my head.
I meet your face
And draw my last breath.
The water fills my heart...
Do you know
how
You are killing me?
Your words are wounds-
and I'm about to bleed to death...
If I look deep into the water,
The
reflections haunts me...
FOR I SEE YOUR FACE!!!
You mirror me,
And I can't take it..
Your thoughts strangle
me...
Your image stabs deep into me,
I act so silently,
I know you will catch me
I can't breathe or you will steal
me...
My will is just to weak.
My anger torches you,
But you still comeback...
Why can't you leave me be...
Your
stench violates me..
Your stories rape me
My fears come true as you
Make me pour rubescent fear,
At night your
emotions
Consume my soul...
Your scrutiny shadows me,
Your patronizing eyes freeze me...
My sick thoughts
of you possess me.
Why can't I dissappear
And be in peice,
Away from you...
Missing
My ghost take me away,
And I'm gone.
All
but lies linger now...
Now I'm missing...
Stolen
in Midflight,
Death during midnight
The
inevitable screams,
The ghost can yell too!
Rain
down, misery.
All I have to do is pray...
By
candlelight I write...
And send my own screams away,
As if we are at war...
Steal my breath.
Follow me;
I'm missing from you....
Crash
30,000 Feet
of fear,
Let the angels guide
Me now,
Climb no more,
As we begin to crash...
30,000 fall of fear,
Brother I'm right behind you.
Only
God can tell,
We begin to stop,
We begin
to crash...
30,000
moments of fear
My soul begins
to lag behind,
The rains pour down,
The
lights flicker,
We begin to crash,
The
angels lift us up,
The angels lifted us up.
Fence post
I sit upon the fence post.
Will I fall back and be with you?
Or will I be ripped from your arms?
I
decide where I go-
But who can decide how I get there?
I fear for you, Dearest love
But I can't save you, now.
If
only I know, but I don't.
As if I'm blind- but I'm not.
As if I can only see you face...
I know I can't, but still
I will try...
I want to be with you,
But I know hearts can break
And they break so easily...
What if I loose
you, Dearest love...
Loose all of you, I'm afraid...
Would you climb to be with me?
So we can cry togethor-
Fueled
by fear, fence post...
Maybe we can hide from it all,
And be in sweet sanctuary, a refuge from reality,
Towering
above us all, Let me go and let me fall,
Jump after me to catch me,
And then maybe we can be togethor.
In our own
little world, away from everything...
Then we can heal, All alone..
Out of time
Just leave me here,
And let me bleed.
Let me bleed until
I bleed away my last breath...
Let me feel no more pain
Just once...
Let me die...
I will wake up and you will find me.
Then you will look into my eyes,
and rip my soul out.
Just once...
I want to die...
The eternal flames wither my skin.
So just once I can die.
Then I can wake up
From my dream.
Just now
I have died...
Lost away in a fantasy.
I try to breathe, but I can't wake up...
I must be out of time...
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